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Wednesday, January 25


omg.. iits been so long siince ii last blog.. hahas.. ii gort soooo much to sae.. hmm.. iim meetiin him on friidae!! we hab a bet.. ii told hiim ii noe he got no stead.. so he was lyke.. ''okiie nor.. we meet on friidae.. ii brring miie stead giib euu see.. iib ii donch hab stead.. ii treat euu to long john silver.. iib euu lose.. euu hab to treat miie to long john..'' omg.. ii lyke damn scared larh..kaox.. haiish.. wadd iib he realiie gortt steadd how?? damnn iit larhh.. tiishh iishh makkiin miie shoo stress larhh!! ass.. ii donchh noe wadd ii wuldd do iin frontt ob hiim ibb he briing his steadd along siia.. omg.. maybe.. ii will juss say.. '' oh! ii forgortt datt iim suppose to miit muii fwenn! gtg bye!! datts lyyke damn lame larhh!!! how!! omg...

MY FONE GOT CONFISCATERD!! argh!!!!! fuckk siia!!! toopid teacher.. kaox.. kpo lyke fuckk larhh!!!!!.. cb!!!!!!!! go spot check muii !!! cb!!! one month lehh.. do euu noe how long iizit?!!? wiitoutt a fonne forr one motth iits lyyke.. a torture cann !!! and iits when iim gonna change to a new fone.. iit got confiscated!! wadd iish tiish!!! grr... must waiit tiill 23rd ob next month.. fuckk siia.. haiish..

aniiwaes.. ii cannt realii blog eberiidae now.. my mom came backk from australiia.. so iits lyke.. she 'BOOKED' THE COMP' ya.. but when ii realliie wanna sae somethiing.. ii will definately blog larhh.. andd ii heardd datt she's nortt intendiin to backk to perth !! o.O''' omg.. liife iish shoo gonna suckk mann.. iim deadd.. =

my biirthdae iish cumiin!! ii want presents!!! 01st feb.. hahas..

ii love kelvin wiib all my heart.. ii miish hiim lots.. will he cumm backk to miie?? onliie heavenn noes..

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she gort her hartt brokken
she loves him


mydeadline
9:23:00 PM

Thursday, January 19


omg omg.. iim damn sad.. kaox.. he yeshterdae told miie he gort stead lerh.. sobbx.. wad der fuckk cann.. todae ii was at katong wiib heather.. den he msg her.. dottx.. ii was damn shockked larhh.. at der same tyme jealous.. piised.. sad.. curiious.. abtter we breakk lerhh.. he kiip msgiin her.. haiishh.. ii tiinkk he lyykes her cann.. omg.. wadd iim ii goiin to do ??

ii askk heather whether she will go steadd wiib him.. den she was lyke.. ''ii donch noe bout der future.. but now ii confiirm wun..'' then ii say IF he realii jiio euu, wad will euu do?? she sae unless ii forget bout him(kelvin) and ii gort a new stead and iim happiie wiib him then she will accept.. o.O'''

ii was damn sad cann.. fuckk.. ii realli canntt imagiine wad iit wuldd biie lyke iib dey stead nor.. sobbx.. ii criied iinfront of joshua kor kor.. sobbx.. realli dammn damn scared and sad nor.. denn he console miie andd all.. thankk joshua kor kor... sobbx.. but iim realli damn scared larhh.. fuckk.. lyfe suckx cann.. eberiityyng seems to be goiin shooo wrong..


ii realli lurve him alort .. iim realli damn sad and hurtt larhh.. totally speechless.. sobx.. iim cryiin alone.. ii donchh habb aniione by muii siide now.. ii juss hope datt muii worst niitemare wudnt cum true.. ii wiill seriiouslyiie go craziie...

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she gort her hartt brokken agaiin
she lurves him

she iish lonelly...


mydeadline
11:08:00 PM

Wednesday, January 18


harlow.. iim backk!! =) hahas.. camp suckk.. but iits was quiite fun larhh.. hahas.. ommg.. dere was tiish instuctor called chriis.. she damn damn damn cutte can?! omg.. muii fwens say iim turnnin les.. cos ii will go gaga wheneberr ii see her.. wad der hell lor.. iim STRAIIGHT.. ii still lurve hiim.. iim not les.. hahas.. aniiwaes.. she's damn HOT.. ohhhhhhh..hahas.. muii instructor iish called mi mi.. lol.. a guy.. we call hiim datt la.. hiis niick when he was iin priimary skool.. lol.. hmm.. instructor ii wuld neber forget.. letts see.. : CHRIS.. =p mi mi.. a-z man.. my my.. monica.. LAMESTER!! he's damn lame.. omg.. but he's danm cute larh.. hahas.. farnii.. iin a lame wae.. duh.. em.. and sister.. hahas.. ii tiink datts all hahx.. hahas.. ii love them!! dey are so fun!! kc oei!!

hmm.. iim damn damn tiired.. god.. bodiie ache.. kaox.. jus fiinish tokiin one der fone wiib hiim(kelvin).. hahas.. shoo happiie but sadd oshoo.. ii tiink he gort new stead.. haiish.. but neber miind.. ii will waiit.. sumpah.. hahas.. he called miie a few tyymes whenn ii was iin campp larhh !! argh !!!!! so damn farliin happiie.. hahas... ii was lyke jumpiin up pand downn.. lol... aniiwaes... ii tiink ii goiing sleep lerh.. tomolo den blog agaiin bye!! mwahhs..ZzZ zZz.. -_-

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she gort her hartt brokken
she loves him


mydeadline
11:34:00 PM

Sunday, January 15


hii hii.. tiish iish muii lastt postt.. donch worriieiim not leaviin.. cos ii gort camp.. hahas.. three daes can.. wadd der hell.. iim so gonna miish my comp.. god.. argh.. riite.. hmm.. well.. ii stayed at home todae.. watch moviies and tokk on der fone.. so boreiin.. hahas..

but.. jus now ii tokk to him.. so happiie.. =) he's everr so farnii.. so cute!! omg.. iim miishiin hiim lyke fuckk.. haiish.. will he lurvr miie agaiin?? sobbx.. hmm.. so sadded.. iim so gonna miish him duriin der camp.. =p

wa lao.. ii camp at changii dere lehh.. sooo manii ghostt dere lor.. wa lao.. sumore so darkk.. kaox.. argh.. iits so gonna be hell.. well.. wiish miie luckk!! shall blog when i return!! be sure to miish miie!! muackxx!!

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyyy
she got her hartt brokken
she loves hiim


mydeadline
11:54:00 AM

Saturday, January 14


haiish.. siianded.. todae go heather darliin de house.. fu*kk.. ii criied lor.. and... ii tiink.. he liied to miie.. iim not gonna wrtye outt.. so.. ya.. euu wan askk miie urselff.. aniiwaes.. ii wentt outt wiib zheng xue todae.. and he shang and rui jiing.. ii alwaes cor hiim weii jiing.. haha.. =p sowiie.. hmm.. damn tiiriin nor.. wallk aroung bugiis.. to and fro.. cos ob ah zheng nah..so ma fan.. buy 0ne capp niia.. shoo choosyy. haiiyoh.. ii diint noe guys are shoo vaiin.. lols... =x humph.. haha.. damn fun larh todae.. but.. der moment ii tiink bout hiim.. all der happiness jus flew awae.. :'( siiannded


he was at bugiis todae wiif his fwen.. den miie andd muii fwennns were iin der arcade oshoo.. denn he msg miie.. denn say he iin derr arcade.. so ii went to look for hiim.. omg.. iits damn damn awkward larh !! iits lyke.. we are totall strangers.. iits totally heart wretchiin (or wadeva iit ish).. when our eyes met.. we jus smiiled.. and look awayy... ii was so sad can.. iit seem as though we donch noe each other aniimore.. iit totally SUCK.. ii swear.. he still look der same though.. still derr same oldd kelviin datt ii miish and noe..

ii was on der verge of huggiin him cann.. but ii held backk.. ii meann, we are no longer der same aniimore.. ii hab no more reason to do datt.. ii can onlii dreamm oob iit larhh.. datts all ii can do.. although he iish jus standiin infronntt ob miie.. he seems soo farr awayy froom miie... ii still miish hiim.. so badlyy.. ii almostt criied.. but eventually helld backk muii tears... iits as though we donch eben noe each other.. sobbx.. ii miish hiim.. alort.. kelviin baii... =(

ii seriiously miish him lor.. fu*kk.. he told miie datt.. there iish a 0% chances of us gettiin backk togetther... wad hab ii done to muiiself?? he jus donch noe muii miisery.. my hartt iish a toy forr euu to play wiib.. riite?? pls.. donch do tiish to miie.. tell miie euu aiint leaviin.. ii wiish euu knew how much ii lube euu... euu will neberr noe bahhs..

deadd xiiablurr aka deadd piigyy
she gort her hartt brokken agaiin
she still loves hiim


mydeadline
11:56:00 AM

Friday, January 13


sobbx... he diid iit agaiin.. damn iit.. sobbx.. once agaiin.. he brokke my fu*kkiin hartt.. iits all miie faultt.. ii made der greatest miistakke ii hab eber done.. ii destroyed miie dream ob habiin to patch up wiib hiim agiin... freakiin hell.. haiish.. iit all happens on wed.. he msg miie iin der morniin.. sayiin his fwen wantted miie number askk miie to msg hiim.. then ii sae.. askk hiim to msg miie iinstead.. then he msged miie jus now.. and guess wad he toldd miie??? iib euu diidnt give hiim ur number.. ii wuld habb askk for patch up.. wad der fu*kk can!!!!!!!!! sobbx..

ii was tryiin miie verii best to forgett hiim.. iim tryiin miie fu*kkiin best to liive muii lyfe as happiie as ii culd.. iim fu*kkiin tryiin muii best to makke muiiself busy wiib tiings.. and now... he sae tiish to miie... sobbx.. iim slittin muiiself agaiin.. ii noe iits a toopid tiing to do.. but ii jus culdnnt helpp iit.. ii've clean all miie tears.. and now.. all my efforts hab gone down der draiin..

now deres reallii no chance ob miie and hiim gettin backk together agaiin.. sobbx.. ii destroyed miie future.. iim such a biittchh... wad der fu*kk am ii doiin to muiiselff??? ii jus destroyed der wiish ob habiin to patch up wiib hiim.. sobbx.. whyiie!!!!!!!!!! fu*kk!!!!!! ii donch wan eberiitiin to turn out lyke datt lor.. seriiously.. sobbx.. iits a 0% chance.. sobbx..

ii fuckkin love euu.. ii wiish euu knew how much ii love euu.. sobbx.. iim breakkiin down.. ii swear.. sobbx.. my world has been torn apart.. ii still lurve euu.. but siince euu hab saiid all tiish to miie.. ii can no longer hold on euu.. iit looks lyke.. euu hab totally giiven up all hope on miie.. euu will alwaes habb a place iin muii hartt.. maybe euu wun even rmb as tymes passes by.. or maybe euu wuld forget bout miie.. ii donch care.. wad maatters most iis datt.. euu will alwaes be someone speciial iin miie hartt.. datts all iit matters to miie.. ii love you.. kelvin.. ii niid euu iin miie lyfe.. wo aii nii 184

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she gort her fu*kkiin hartt brokken agaiin
she loves him


mydeadline
11:31:00 PM

Thursday, January 12


harlow.. hahas.. todae iish damn damn damn cold siiax.. kaox.. toopiid teacher.. donch lett us wear our own jackkett.. humph.. freeze to death siiax.. kaox.. skool damn boriin to death larh... slept duriin art lesson.. hahas.. =p

hmm.. went to play ddr todae.. hahas.. kaox.. damn tiirin.. long tyme no play lerh.. lousy liiaox.. -_-''' humph.. toopid para para machiine osho spoiil.. kaox.. still dare to say new machiine.. close down nahh..

oh.. ii gortt to noe a new fwen todae.. guo wei... his fwen.. he verii xiiao qii nor.. wa lao.. gort attitudde osho.. humph... >.<>.<

jus finish tokkin to guo weii.. he fell asleep nor.. wad der hell.. he and (euu should noe who) are so damn alykke lor!! wa lao.. braders untiil liidatt.. kaox.. dey use der same words.. tok der same wae.. haiish.. jus remiinds miie of him.. sobbx..

ii miish hiim soooooooooooooo much.. haiihs.. ii tiink iits nth new bahx.. ii tiink of hiim everydae.. so iit lyke.. ya.... nth new.. hmm.. so bored lor.. gonna fiind smth to eat now.. tata!! shall blog agaiin tomolo!! buhbuaix.... *yawns*

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she gort her hartt brokken
she loves him


mydeadline
11:49:00 AM

Wednesday, January 11


hey hey!! iim backk.. kekex.. hahas.. hmm.. guess wad?! we tokk on derr fone agaiin jus now!! hahas.. =) tok a whiile niia larhh.. but neber miind.. at leastt still gortt tokk.. =p lalalalalala~~~

hmm.. skool was damn damn siian todae.. kaox.. ii was so damn super ultra sleepyiie!! omg.. den still habb to chiiong miie maths homeworkk in biio class and reccess.. hahas.. so damn fu*kkiin tiired.. hahas..den datt toopiid mr lee askk wo to stay backk.. nebeiix.. ii was suppose to go plae ddr kaes?! ass.. humph..

went to cut miie haiir todae.. so thiin now siia.. macham no haiir liidatt.. budden heather darliin sae niicer lehh.. aiiyah donch noe larh.. wadevea... donch giib a fu*kk boutt iit.. hahas.. all ii care boutt iish him.. hee.. bleahxx... emm... we went to der library to fiind books todae.. can euu beliieve iit?! we are lykke sooo guaii... =p

iits been niine daes siince ii lastt saw hiim.. sobb.. ii miish hiim.. argh.. damn iit.. and iits osho niine daes siince we brokke lerh.. haiish.. ii donch wan to tiink boutt iit derh lor.. iit jus kiips forciin iits wae through miie braiin.. ii wiish ii cud jus hug hiim real tiight now.... 0hhhhhhhhhhh.. = ii miish hiis hugss.. do euu tiink we will eber be together agaiin??? =(

erm.. hey shawn.. donch noe whether euu will get to read tiish.. erm.. donch so sad larh.. iim sure she will noe all der tiings euu hab done for her.. she will change derh.. must hab faiith iin her kaes?? anytiing jus buzz miie.. jiia you oh!! and priisciilla.. ya man.. euu betta grab der chance when iits comes yar?? shall be faiithful to hiim?? donch forget!! =) good luckk.. and wiish miie luckk too!! lottsa luckk!! =p

#2 deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she gort her hartt brokken
she loves hiim


mydeadline
11:57:00 AM

Tuesday, January 10


haha!!!! iim tokiin to hiim now.. kekex..sooooooooooooo happiie.. haha.. lalalalalalala.. hee hee.. he msg miie askk miie cor hiim.. omg omg!! so so so super ultra hiigh. >.< haha.. his ever soooooooooo cute!!!!!!!! argh!!!!! ii love him lorts lorts!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!! <3

okiie.. now not free.. gonna tok to him lerh!! blog tomolo!!!!!!


deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she gort her hartt brokken
she loves him


mydeadline
11:02:00 PM

Monday, January 9


tiish morning was damn cold lor.. wa lao.. freeziin.. haiish.. hab onlii three hours of sleep lor.. so damn tiired.. -_-''' was tokiin to jeremiiah.. and kor kor.. hahas.. untiil four plus den sleep.. woke up at seven.. sobb.. got panda eyes.. nabeiix.. so long neber conference wiib them.. liiao.. hahas... so fun.. hahas... dey are as lame as eber.. kekex..

hahas.. went to jeremiiah house todae!! everyone was dere.. iits lyke gatheriing lor.. so cool.. iits lyke backk to der old daes.. miish those daes man.. jeremiiah iish botak!! kekex.. ii tiink he looks betta.. and dat joshua iish still as iiritatiin as ever.. hiis damn vooice iish lyke damn lud lor!! wa lao.. tok to him softly then he shout bacxk.. retarded ass... =p hahas..

hmm.. iim still tiinkin bout hiim.. oh! ii dream of him when ii was takiin a nap jus now.. ii dream dat he scolded.. hahas.. say dat euu are so flirt.. break wiif miie a few daes alreadii so happiie.. euu donch love miie and all.. all the crap.. kekex... scared miie siia.. sobbx.. haiish..

ii msg him last niite.. bout the vampiire show.. hahas.. hmm..ii still miish him so much......... haiish.. although we breakk lerh.. but ii still wanna cor dar.. haiish.. hmm.. dar.. although iim no long wiib euu.. ii still wiish euu happiie everiidae.. and hope one day.. euu will meet ur ader half.. iib euu reallii lube a person.. euu donch hab to biie wiib hiim.. iif his happie.. euu will osho be happiie.. so.... im gonna realli let euu go..

iim still gonna miish euu and waiit for euu.. but.. at der same tyme.. ii will watch over euu.. =) ii shall be ur guardiian angel.. ii lurve ya... mwahs** =)

ii riite here waiitiin for euu...

#2 deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she gort her hartt brokken
she loves him


mydeadline
11:16:00 AM

Sunday, January 8


raiin raiin raiin... kiips raiinin todae.. so damn cold can.. god.. wokke up at 3 plus todae.. in der afternoon.. iim a piig.. ii noe datt.. a deadd one.. haiish.. after dat conference wiib weii lun untiil at niite.. so siianx..

haiish.. still gort hommeworkk heben do lor.. no mood larh.. haiish... after ii hung up the fone wiib weii lun.. ii gort tiish verii weiird feelin.. although muii televisiion was blastiin.. ii suddenlyiie feel so.... lonely.. ii hate niites.. iim feeling so damn fu*kkin lonelyiie.. lyke suddenly.. eberiiting went siilent.. sobbx...

sundae.. by tiish tyme he should be home bahx.. hmm.. will be tokkin on der fone wiib him now.. sobb..memoriies.. criied agaiin jus now.. ii jus miish hiim lyke soooooo much.. ii went to look at his fwenster profiile.. read all the testii ii wrote for him.. sobbx.. nobordii understand how ii feel.. fuckk iit..

iits gonna be eleven thiirty soon.. muii date wiib a vampiire... *criies* ii watched iit wiib hiim last sundae... we were still so happiie nor.. sobbx.. ii hate muiiself.. oh.. he told miie whyiie he brokke up wiib muii.. ''feeliings fade'' ii was stunt.. ii criied.. ON THE SPOT.. luckiily ii was tokiin to him on msn.. he doesnt noe.. feelings for muii faded................................
sobbx.. dats was FAST.. ii fu*kkin love euu can.. after ALL dat ii do... ur feeliings fade?? *criies*

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she loves him
she gort her hartt broken..


mydeadline
11:25:00 PM

Saturday, January 7


hmm... todae suckk... soooo super ultra boriin.. haiish.. iib heben breakk.. ii will go meet him nor.. sobbx.. haiish.. too bad... he no longer wants miie anymore.. sobbx..

heather darliin osho break wiib her stead lastt niite.. haiish.. we are now on the same boat.. sobb.. sisters until liidat siia.. sobbx.. darliin.. donch woory.. euu still hab miie kaes?? wadeva happens... ii will be riight by ur siide.. jiia you.. we must walkk out of tiish darkk darkk tunnel..

ii askk him for patch todae.. and he saiid no.. haiish.. guess ii hab to stratt forgettin hiim bah.. sobb.. ii lube hiim alortt.. he jus DONCH NOE.. sobb.. whyiie.. how can ii forget euu when everything ii do or see jus kiips remindin muii of euu... sobb.. hearttbrokken..

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
she loves him


mydeadline
11:53:00 AM

Friday, January 6


skool was slacky todae.. we did morning exerciise.. -_-''' god.. lamers tiing eber.. nth speciial iin skool todae.. teachers are still as borin as eber.. hmm.. but quite fun bahx..

oh.. ii went to visit muii step sister todae.. a gal.. amber.. cute.. dad says she look lyke muii.. -_-'''

and.. iim still tiinkin of hiim.. ii miish hiis voiice.. ii askk muii 'ah ma' to help muii askk hiim for patch.. but.. ii donch noe wad he sae.. ah ma was suppose to call muii.. but she didnt.. haiish... please say yes.. PLEASE.. ii will break down totally.. ii wudnt noe wad ii will do.. ii realli feel lyke dyiing.....................................

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
angel lurves kelvin :'(


mydeadline
11:26:00 PM

Thursday, January 5


diidnt go to skool todae... totally no mood.. damn depress.. jus kiips readiin the msg he sent muii.. tears automatically roll down.. ii tiink iim goiin crazii.. ii've been miishiin hiim so much dat muii fwens start scoldiin muii.. wadever ii sae has smth to do wiib hiim.. ii cant help iit.. iim jus so use to habiin him iin muii lyfe..

but now.. he's gone.. jus lyke datt.. jus a msg sayiin '' ya.. any prob? hmm tink we break ba.. .. ii dun wan to continue tis reletionship le.. if can jiu remain fren ba.. .. yup '' and hiis gone.. FOREVER.. ii jus cudnt belif iit..

em.. ii msg him todae and he actually replyiie!! so happiie!!! =) hahas.. and we toked on der fone for a whiile.. =) he's voiice iish still so.. so niice.. hmm.. but ii liied to hiim.. sowiie.. iim not siick todae.. iim too sad to go skool.. cryiied till morning then sleep.. then damn sad and no moood.. sowiie..

wiishiin euu wud come backk to muii.. ii cant liive wiithout euu..

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy

ii love him


mydeadline
11:24:00 PM

Wednesday, January 4


skool suckss todae.. went to skool wiib muii swollen eyes.. was cryiin damn badly lastt niite.. sobbx.. haiish.. skool was boriin.. started lessons todae.. teacher was boriin the hell outta muii..went to bugiis after that..

tyme jus passes so slowly.. he jus kiips appeariin in muii miind.. ii miish him so much.. muii heart aches eberityme ii tiink of hiim.. wonder iib he will fiind out boutt tiish blog.. ii diint tell hiim boutt iit... dar.. ii miishh euu.. ii donch wan our relatiionship to jus end liddatt.. sobbx.. ii tot we still hab a long way to go.. guess ii was wrong.. damn wrong.. sobbx.. guess euu are gettin siickk and tiiredd of muii attitude.. sobbx..

ii miish euu.. ii lube euu.. iib onlii euu feel der same way... *criies*

deadd xiiaoblurr aka deadd piigyy
angel luve kelvin alwaes..


mydeadline
11:34:00 PM

Tuesday, January 3


..... iits over.. sobbx sobbx.. everiitiing iish over.. he brokke up wiib muii.. sobbx.. whyiie must euu do tiish to muii.. ii hab lostt euu agaiin.. sobbx.. iim sowiie.. ii faiil to be wad euu expected miie to be.. ii realii lurve euu alot.. euu will never noe muii lurve for euu.. sobbx.. euu neber knew.. all der tymes ii criied muiiself to sleep at niite.. all der tymes ii couldnt sleep.. lyiing on der bed.. tiinkin iib euu were still angryiie wiib muii.. euu will neber know.. sobxx...

muii heartt iish achiing.. iits brokken.. and iits bleediin.. iim miishiin euu so much.. ii criied for 6 pathetiic hours.. tiinkiin of all der tymes we spent together.. all der tiings we did.. der jokes euu made.. all muii thoughts are of euu.. ii realli wan euu backk.. ii wan to be urs agaiin.. ii miish all the hugs and kiises.. ii miish ur heartbeat.. ur smell.. ur smile.. ur voiice.. ur msgs.. ii miish ur everythiing.. everythiing ii do and see jux remiinds muii of euu.. ii love euu kelvin.. sobbx..

iim sowiie ii am not wad euu expectted miie to be.. and iim sowiie for all der tymes ii made euu angryiie.. im sowiie ii cant be der perfect one for euu.. and iim sowiie for ii cant stay by ur siide no longer.. iim sowiie.. :'(

ii realli wiish euu wud gibb miie another chance.. jux one more.. ii cantt imagiine how lyfe wud be wiithoutt euu.. ii niid euu in muii lyfe.. ii love euu.. ii wanna be ur mrs piigyy agaiin.. will muii wiish cum true??? muii world iish jux blackk and whiite without euu.. ii niid euu by muii siide.. iim miishiin euu lyke f*uckk..

xiiaoblurr aka mrs piigyy
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dead xiiaoblurr aka dead piigyy

angel lurve baii.. alwaes.. muii lurve for euu iish deeper than euu can eber imagine...


mydeadline
11:21:00 PM

Monday, January 2


hmm.. fiirst postt for tiish blogg... em.. not realii a happiie one bahx.. todae iish muii and dar dar derh 2nd month anniversary.. should be happiie riite.. but we quarrel lor.. wad der fuckk.. sobx sobx.. he now still angryiie wiib muii.. ='(.. realii donch noe wad to do norr.. all muii fuckkin faultt.. (donch botherr to tiink wad happen cox iim not tellin euu.. wan euu askk miie bahhx..)

dar.. iim sowiie.. =( hope euu fasterr qii siiao.. = haiish.. ii noe dere wun be any call or msg from euu.. but ii will kiip waiitin.. DUII BU QII.. ='( hmm.. deres nth dat iish wortth beiin happiie todae.. shall see bout tomolo.. ii miish euu lao gong... wo zhen derh zhen derh hen aii nii.. muackkx muackkx.. ='(

xiiaoblurr aka mrs piigyy
angel lurve kelvin...


mydeadline
10:05:00 PM