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This is my very first blog.(2006-2007)
i've three blogs in total.
cos i create a new blog every yr
this blog is full of weird typings.
so bare with it (:

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January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006

` omg omg omg . im in love with 罗志祥 (if you cant read . right click,enconding click on unicode) luo zhi xiang . he's damnnnn cute larh !!! wahh !!!!!!!

` ii watch he's video on youtube everyday . hahahs . thats way ii didnt blog .

` im just super super crazy over him . !!!!!

` he's got a sense of humour ; he can play the piano ; he can play the drum ; he adorable ; he can dance very well ; he can sing ; he's filial . (my next boyfriend must have all these. >.<)

` few MV (music videos) of him . go watch .

jji qqi wa wa -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dQHG1Y8f2cY

show time -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dLKrxnNmquw&mode=related&search

* zhen ming tian zi feat jolin tsai -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jGY8k7uNC_w

chance chance -
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=komFJzGmsEw

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5:37:00 PM

` swensons at parkway . tina ; alica ; faiqah; aishah and me . and some of amrita's friends . like pooja . shes so funny . hahahas .

` was raning when we left . so we took a cab marina square instead . ate and arcade

` decided tturrh go for ice skating . took a cab down tturhh leisure park . but it fucking close down . so we went east coast for bowling . fun fun fun . IM THE WINNER . muahahahha .

` had lotssa fun . yayness .

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10:24:00 PM

` this post will bbe dedicated tturhh my beloved mother .

` nno matter how much ii tryiie tturhh prove how muchh ii wantted tturhh please you you wont appreciate it

` ii seriously think dhatt my life would bbe so very much better without you in my life

` nno matter what ii ddo . all you do is just open your god damn big mouth and scold me .

` you are obviously a two face bitch

` ii did help out with darhh house workk . wash your stuffs . try making you and dad happy . but all ii get in return is a '' you didnt contribute tturhh darhh house at all '' . THANKS BITCH .

` since i was little . i swore that i would NEVER shed a tear at your funeral . or maybe I WILL TRY TO . (donna's line =X )

` ii wish that ii would grow up soon . and leave this miserable house .

` ii guess dhatt's all bout it . DIE BITCH .

` ii '' LOVE '' you so much .

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11:20:00 AM

` when tturhh watch Casino Royale with pris.jun long.kai jun and their two friends .

` movie was a remix of all kinds of shows like . Intial D . Titanic . Las Vegas . C.S.I . and blah blah blah .

` moviie was kiinda boring . and it lasted for 3 damn hours . damn .

` didnt really enjoyed myself . felt kiindda left out by them . luckily i bought pris along . if not . confirm die arhhs . and ii actually cried over it . it may sound stupid to you people . because you dont really noe what happened and how much HE meant tturhh me . anyways . i dont wanna talk bout it anymore .

` its YOUTUBE time . =)

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1:51:00 AM

` ok . announcement ! im gonna get a new blog on the 2nd of dec . thats excatly one year since ii started blogging . and all the sad memories are left here . so ... NEW BLOG . NEW BEGINNING . yayness~

` hmm . youtube youtube and more of youtube . im like VERY addicted to it . hahas . seriously alot of taiwan drama for me tturhh watch . and its F.O.C . wahahahha

` ii dont know why im still thinking of you . ii know ii shouldnt be . but its just not something that ii can control . its as though everything just happened yesterday . somebody help me (sounds like the mask . lol)

` shopping . is quite a success . sell quite alot of things so far . maybe you guys can help me ! juts click on the link . then support kkaes ? oh . and help advertiste . shank you ~ http://bestbuy-shop.blogspot.com

` gonna watch the grudge 2 tml . IM SERIOUSLY GOING TO DIE . meeting jun long and maybe kai jun . its been a long tymme . =) im bringing priscilla along .

` AMRITA ! IM LOOKING FORWARD TO SEE YOU ON FRIDAY . COS STARTING OF HOLIDAY UNTIL NOW . I DIDNT SEE YOU . YOU DONT EVEN COEM FOR PARTIES . BITCH . =X

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8:03:00 PM

* im DEAD tired . omg . pimples are starting tturhh appear cos i kept sleeping in the mornx .

* mom and i couldnt get tturhh sleep . so we we went down for breakfast. =]

* ii just woke up . haven slept for 20 over hours . so ii coudlnt stand it . i just took a nap . =]

* ii've been edicted tturhh youtube . hahas . lottssa stuff tturhh watch there .

* ohh . and this bitch called beth . kiips goiin tturhh amrita's blog and make troule . omg . she is fucking irritating . MISS NO-LIFE CUM BIMMOTIC . i seriously think that this kindda people should just fall and die . so childish . brr .

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8:33:00 PM

hello people . sorry ii haven been blogging . =)

* was ADDICTED tturhh It Started With A Kiss . watched it on youtube . OMFG . there's this guy in that show . fucking cute larh !

* wahahha . bought so much stuffs recently . new flats . new crowned belt . new top . new necklace . new hair clips . new ear rings . new tie . YAY ~ x)

* missing all my mad friends .

- aishah . my rawkstarr =) and my catching partner ! wahahahs .
- amrita . my sitting partner !!! ii miss her craps !!! omg . seriously . everytime entertain me with her madness . hahahs . and the daily MOLE !!!! =)
- pork chop . with her lame jokes . and her loud voice . and the stupid stuff she does . hahas
- joelle ! my aii aii . =] always sing with me . then we go crazy tgt . hahahas . then she always laugh like one mad woman . lol

and many many many ~ =]

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6:08:00 PM

BLOGGING TREND ?

* ok . i think things are getting soo weird . is it a trend tturhh blog nowadays ? first . it was nicole . then pork chop . then pork pork junior . then gerald kor . then vinn papa . omg . link until my hand so tired ! * faints*

* went ICA building tturhh collect my new passport with mom . reached there around 4 and left at 7 plus . they take so damn fucking long tturhh serve one customer . like whardd the hell larhh . waiit until siibeii pekk chekk .

* went tturhh visit grands . baby yu ling was there too . she's grown taller . cutie pie . =)

* went home . bathe and im creating my PIGGY PET =)

* iits name is MUD PIE . pork chop thought of that name . THANKS PORK CHOP ~

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11:03:00 PM

my mother is so irritaing . fucking pissing me off . she can just fall and die . bloody bitch . and to hell larhh . everyday just scold scold scold . you're fucking mouth will just fucking rot one day . fuck you bitch !

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12:15:00 AM

* went aishah house for lunch . jolin,julia,alicia,tina,porkchop was there too =)

* talked about alot of things there . about the sec 3 camp . the class . the trouble we cause . the sentosa trip .

* went pet safari after that . saw this dog . omg . so cute . =)

so cute .

sleeping dog . =)

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11:06:00 AM

* woke up late afternoon . was chatting with jas and vannye on line .

* jas came over . kindda bored cos we have nothing tturhh ddo .

* got depressed again after she went home .

*GIVE ME SOMETHING TTURHH DO OR I WILL GO CRAZY . DAMN IT

* iits been soooooooooooooooooo long since ii talked tturhh donna . =(
I MISS HER MANY MANY ~

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8:25:00 PM

BIG DAY

* we were together on this day . one yr ago from now . although you've left me . im still missing you .

* kept repeating the very first song that you taught me how tturh sing ( shan hu hai -jay chou ) for an hour plus . memories flashed back . the times we spent together . and the times when ii cried for you . the stuffs that we do together . iit just bring tears tturhh my eyes . i dont noe how tturh decribe these feelings .

* ii dont wanna live in misery . but in stuck in this mess . ii dont know how tturhh get outta it . ii seriouslyiie need some help . why is it that ii still cant give up on you ? im broken and im lost . the one that ii love doesnt love me .

TILL THE END

these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
That 's holding me all night
I don 't know how I found you
I 'm thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold , to keep ,to share
In my heart , I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I 'll always be with you untill the very end
In this world , there is no place I 'd rather be
You are my life , my soul , my girl
And through it all
I know that you 've come to see that You 're the one till the end
All my friend around me
Say you 'd be gone too soon
Baby , I 'm gonna make them see
We 've found our way back home
In my heart , I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
I 'll always be with you untill the very end
In this world , there is no place I 'd rather be
You are my life , my soul ,my girl
And through it all
I know that you 've come to see that
You 're the one till the end
We 'll always be till the end

kelvin bai zhen xiang

021105 - 030106

i have no courage tturhh love anymore . he was the FIRST guy ii ever loved .

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11:05:00 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PORK CHOP !!! <3

* suppose tturhh ggo meet joelle . but saw aishah on the bus . so went with her tturhh park way .tturhh meet tina and atiqah .

* went off tturhh meet joelle after a while . was raning heavily after that . pork chop cam etturhh pick us up .

* swimming in the rain was fun . damn fucking cold . brrrr

* saw melissa there . omg . SHE'S ADORABLE =)

* got pushed down the pool by julia . THANKS ALOT ! =.= lol

* had lotsa fun making fun of cecilia . and ii finalylie saw my son - in - law . not too much of a bad person =)

* lotssa things happened while walking tturhh the kallang bridge . =X

* went for super . with shi min . zapper . cecilia . joelle and shimin . shi min's father's treat x) went lai huat tturhh eat . wahahha . food was SUPER =)

* went tturhh darhh backk alley with cecilia . zapper and joelle . was in need of ciggiies .

* joked around . and dad came . fetched joelle home . lalals

* just came home . im tiired . yawns ~

* pics ~ pics ~ pics ~

me and yan chee

me and joelle aii aii

us . after swimming in the rain .

after swimming . just finish make-uping and when the rest came .

us again ~

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10:35:00 PM